Cinnamon: one of the cats I've been looking after...
currently reading: a few things, but I've been feeling a bit restless about them...
listening to: mostly cats play-fighting.
watching: youtube videos, Xin playing Legend of Zelda
food: mochi, muesli bars, peanut m&m's....
drinking: water and lotssss of tea.
writing?: yes indeed!
general...
the hard
~ trying so hard to get to class and then not being able to.
~ then having both of my tutors say slightly snide comments when I emailed them...
~ although they may not have been intended to be snide, I am just picking a lot of that energy up lately because I am not sleeping well at all...
~ due to stomach pain and cats going insane at night...
~ basically, feeling a little overwhelmed right now.
~ breathe in, breathe out. letting go of all of the low energy and things that aren't mine.
the good
~ being able to look after Xin when he was sick, despite feeling unwell myself.
~ feeling capable of looking after the cats while also doing stuff for myself and Xin. feeling ever-so-slightly independent.
~ wii fit every day! fun!
~ doing things for me to help ease the worry and anxiety that has come with this week.
~ new fuzzy jumper that feels like a giant hug! plus, wearing the fuzzy jumper (did i mention it has roses on it) while driving around listening to g-dragon rapping and being awesome. odd combination that made me smile.
~ first archery class yesterday and it was wonderful! :D
what i want for next week...
~ I can do this. Everything I need is already within me.
(update from last week: I wanted all the kittehs, and I now have them. I just wish they'd let me sleep XD. I also wanted situations to be much simpler than expected, and they were! still wanting some more love from the universe, though.)
mantra? breathe and release.
Oh man, is it bad that just seeing the picture of the TV in the background is bringing up all kinds of cravings to replay Dragon Age?
ReplyDeleteI love you. Thank you for your kindness and your care. It inspires me to be kinder and more caring to others, yourself included of course! <3