This is just a short post to talk about why I haven't put up a youtube video in awhile (about three months now I think?).
And, really, I'd like to say that I had a definite answer for that, but I don't really. I love the community on Youtube, and the Booktube community in particular is wonderful and interesting and inspiring. But I just found myself feeling like all the things I had to do were a chore, rather than something I enjoyed - like writing on my blog.
After I finished my assignments for the semester, I assumed I'd go straight back as soon as I had some spare time. But then I just felt too sick to even set up the camera, and I didn't look too fantastic either. I needed sleep and self-care, so I dedicated myself to that.
And then I noticed that I just wasn't watching things on Youtube that much anymore - even WATCHING videos became a bit of a chore, and I couldn't bring myself to log on as often as I used to.
I don't plan on getting rid of my Youtube account, as I may go back sometime, but I am happiest when I am planning and writing blog posts, to be honest. And organising my next book or tea review. So I'm going to go back to focusing on that so I can get the most joy out of what I do.
Love to all who read.