Saturday, October 27, 2012

Looking back~

Looking back is never really a good idea. I know this. But I just happened to pick up an old diary/day planner today from last year, and, just flipping through, saw every four out of seven days marked with the word 'sick'.

I saw events that I had written in, only to be updated with a cross next to them, signifying that I wasn't able to go because of health reasons.

And yet, I sit here today, wondering why I haven't heard from many of my friends in some time.

I want to get over feeling sorry for myself, but today I'm going to allow it to happen. I want comfort food, and cuddles. I want things that make me feel loved and happy.

And I don't want to think about the fact that, lately, when I call people, they are too busy to speak with me. For whatever reason. I don't want to be angry with them. I don't want to feel sorry for myself. I just want to be.

Perhaps it is time, once again, for me to read 'How to Be Sick' and remember why I am the way I am. And why I love being that person.

Love to all who read.


  1. Any time you want me to read How to be Sick, I'd love to.

    Same goes for Dandelion, if you care to fling it my way <3

    1. I love you. I definitely will get you to read both <3


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