Okay, so a little late... A lot late. But still chickening on!
the hard stuff.
So it turned out I wasn't JUST experiencing my usual CFS symptoms, but a sinus infection too. Wheeee! Antibiotics to the rescue!! (Sort of.) This meant more time off work.
That led to difficult conversations.
FUTURE? I CAN HAZ ONE?
A lot of paranoia and sadness around this. Old stuff coming up for me that I didn't really want to interact with. Hard.
TRYING TO UNDERSTAND SOMETHING
And still not sure I do. Pain here too. Maybe difficult decisions and conversations coming up here.
the good stuff.
I AM sick and oh my goodness people believe me!
Well hi there lovely! Feeling comfortable in being myself and drawing my boundaries.
I HAVE THEM. THIS IS AMAZING.
And dreaming them and moving towards making them come trueee!~
Oh so much connection and love and joy. And possibilities! Oh love you are still so amazing.
Cannot express how much this means to me. Silent retreat, but with big happy heart sigh.
Love to all who read <3